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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

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Whoo,just finished my mahjong lesson,and i paid for my lesson lor!
Nvm,i got more to learn.
Have been rotting at home recently. Kinda sick of it. Gonnna get a job soon. Haha!
BKK trip coming in 6 days. So looking forward to it. Lotsa good stuffs waiting for me over there. Whee~
More parties coming up. Finally darling Wanxiu is turning 18! Can't wait for her party at Powerhouse. =DD
Oh yah! Not forgetting Zouk Out!

Lotsa things happened thou i'm rotting away at home.
Mum says that we are idiots. Yah,maybe we are. Cause we don't earn enough money for her.
Money is all she could think. Sis is right.
"sometimes its hard for us to put ourselves in her shoes.its hard for her to understand us & us to understand her."
But i just hate it when she ask us to call dad and get some money from him.
I understand that he still must show some responsibility on this family.
But c'mon,he dont earn 10k per month. It's not that i'm siding dad.
But i really find it unfair when everytime the bills comes and she starts to ask for money. She always say that "i would rather you all take the money from dad than he spend all his money on that women." I agree with it.
He shouldn't spend money on that women. But look,mum has a BF too.
Isn't it fair enough? I'm so sick of being the middle man.
If only we were rich,maybe we wont be seperated.
The fucking one wish that we three have been wishing for,will never come true.
I wish to could turn back the time,and stop the time there.
If only i could...
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Life have been pretty messed up.
Trust is the most important thing in a relationship.
I've repeated myself so many times. Now,i'm so tired of repeating it again and again.
I still love you as much as before. But i guess you love me in the wrong way.
I need some time on my own.
You asked me to consider again,and i think i should.

Sometimes i wish that i was never brought into this place.
Life is so unfair.
If only they know how i feel..


Thanks for cheering me up,peeps!
I know you all will always be there for me.
Thanks for staying by my side when i'm down. =D

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