Had early reunion dinner over at grandma's place last Sunday.
Everyone was there. I mean the whole family.
But two important person in my life didn't turn up.
My Dad & Mum didn't turn up for the dinner.
If you've been following me on FB/twitter,you should know that i actually feel awkward during the reunion dinner.
Regina & me didn't take any food out from the steamboat. Yes,nothing.
We merely had some cooked dishes on the table.
This is so not reunion. I dont like.
After the dinner, we sat at the living room.
Waiting for the time to pass. It's passing freaking slow lah.
Seriously,i feel odd. Everyone seems to enjoy the dinner.
But not us.
I hate the way my relatives looked at us as if we are some homeless kids.
Yes, all of you have a perfect family. But please don't give me that look.
I know you guys are just showing some concern.
But i would rather you guys just pretend nothing happened.
Cause everytime you guys ask about " Have you been a good girl?", "How did Regina score for her exams ?" and blah blah blah..
It reminds me of my so incomplete family.
I hate to put up a fake smile and acting like i am fucking fine while answering all these questions.
This makes makes me hate CNY so so much.
No matter how much they ask,they can't bring back my family tgt.
Don't worry,we are doing fine.
Life still goes on right?
We will manage to walk through the fire and flames.






Everyone was there. I mean the whole family.
But two important person in my life didn't turn up.
My Dad & Mum didn't turn up for the dinner.
If you've been following me on FB/twitter,you should know that i actually feel awkward during the reunion dinner.
Regina & me didn't take any food out from the steamboat. Yes,nothing.
We merely had some cooked dishes on the table.
This is so not reunion. I dont like.
After the dinner, we sat at the living room.
Waiting for the time to pass. It's passing freaking slow lah.
Seriously,i feel odd. Everyone seems to enjoy the dinner.
But not us.
I hate the way my relatives looked at us as if we are some homeless kids.
Yes, all of you have a perfect family. But please don't give me that look.
I know you guys are just showing some concern.
But i would rather you guys just pretend nothing happened.
Cause everytime you guys ask about " Have you been a good girl?", "How did Regina score for her exams ?" and blah blah blah..
It reminds me of my so incomplete family.
I hate to put up a fake smile and acting like i am fucking fine while answering all these questions.
This makes makes me hate CNY so so much.
No matter how much they ask,they can't bring back my family tgt.
Don't worry,we are doing fine.
Life still goes on right?
We will manage to walk through the fire and flames.
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