Sherene Hong

Gone through quite a lot for the past few months. I guess this is what we have to go through at a certain stage of a relationship. Not sure if anyone of you gone through this, or maybe it is just me.

The boy and I have been quarrelling quite a lot recently. Quarrel over small matters, lame incidents...We just quarrel over anything,almost anything.
I always believe that this stage is going to be over soon. But it never seems like.

So,there was this one night, the boy chose to ignore me. I called his mobile countless of times, sent out countless of text messages. I waited the whole night for his reply, but I've received none. That was when I finally realised that I really don't want him to be out of my life. I just don't want this to happen again.

That night, lotsa things went through my mind. Bringing back all those memories I had in my past relationship. I was never an understanding girlfriend. That's why those 该走的都走了. To think back, I'm actually the one who started all the meaningless quarrels with the boy. I never want this relationship to ever end like the previous ones.

He's the only guy that I really feel like doing something for him without asking anything back in return. The only one that I want the best for him. And the only one that I want to cook( I've never cook for someone more than twice in the past relationship) for him whenever I can.

B, I know I've not been a good girlfriend. I can't promise that I'll be a good one, but I'll try. For you,I'll try my very best. LDR is never easy. Though we are not really far apart, but we can't be like any other couples whereby they can be there for each other almost everytime.
This is tough, but we shall go through it together.


I love you, bby.